How I write..

People tell me they love my posts and I sound really confident in them. Sometimes I don't feel confident at all, definitely not while I'm writing them.

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To get to that point of having the post out there has ups and downs. Sometimes they just come out in 15 mins, sometimes I put off writing about that topic few days. Later on it comes back haunting me, then I definitely have to write about it like the one I posted today 😃

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Each time I post, I have bit of resistance. Sometimes I feel excited to get it out there, sometimes I feel scared and sometimes I feel super anxious that I don't check my phone for another half an hour because I don't want to see the response. I got asked once, 'Do you ever feel anxious?' So hell yeah 😂

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I don't write things that I don't have experience of either. That's why they feel so raw, open and vulnerable to me sometimes, but I still do it hey. Things I talk about in the sessions, posts, I live it myself. Otherwise its not honest and authentic. You'd feel it anyway if I wasn't authentic.

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Also to write a post or explore that topic in the session I need to get to a point of completion, where I learnt a lesson about it, otherwise I can't share. I'd still have blindspots around it. I'd write it from Ego, I'd project to you, almost like looking through a tainted glass rather than a clear glass.. 

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I don't wait until I got it all together either because I can always learn and grow around it. But I share it once I reach a point of, 'Oh cool, I can talk about this now.'

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I write for myself as much as you guys. I love sharing and its cathartic for me too. It makes me feel like I don't have anything to hide now.. I honestly still feel surprised at how beautifully people respond to the vulnerability.. Each time I do it, I feel like I've grown a bit more, I expanded a bit more..

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So I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your beautiful support and following what I write.. It means a lot 😍 Loads more to come hehe 💞

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Love you 💛✨

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