💫 LEAVING LONDON 💫

I had such a heart-opening weekend full of joy and love ☀️💛

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On Saturday, I had my leaving picnic 🌳
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I LOVE organising gatherings and I also feel so RESISTANT towards them, especially towards receiving love bit.
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I love seeing my different friend groups connecting and coming together.
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It was incredibly beautiful and magical 😍
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In the beginning, there was a stranger walking by intrigued by our altar and setup, we invited him in and he join us. It melted my heart...
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We danced, talked, laughed, played with dogs, ate an epic lamp piece. I cried a lot. It really hit me actually while I was there, that I’m leaving London.
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Thank God my friends are used to me crying 😂🙏🏼
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There was so much love that at some point, all I wanted to do was run away and push it all away. I stayed and received all the love. My heart cracked open little bit more ✨
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There was a moment where I was held by two of my dear friends Stephanie Aitken Kristiana Kristianab letting the old me go. I felt so held by the feminine 🌺
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And by the masculine as well. I felt incredibly grateful for my male friends who are there for me, loving and seeing me 🙏🏼
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We were blessed by the sun too ☀️
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I couldn’t have asked for a more beautiful completion to this five year long London chapter.
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Thank you for those of you who joined! I can’t thank you enough. It was just so beautiful 😍
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I love you so much 💛
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On Sunday, I went to Ecstatic Dance with my friends where I just kept crying my eyes out pretty much.
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It’s a really beautiful surrender when you allow yourself to cry during a dance. I let go of so much that it got funny in the end 😄
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Thank you *Pure Rhythm* for that incredible soulful set you shared 🙏🏼
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I looked around and felt so much gratitude for all the beautiful people in my life I can call my soul family 💛
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Then we had a yummy lunch, more fun and beautiful chats. I came back home feeling so grateful and blessed 💫
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I’m letting go of so many things knowing I have an incredible support system in place and my vision in my heart ✨
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I never felt this held and supported in my life.
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Thank you all for being in my life!
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Love you 💛
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