🍂 ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS 🌱

Here’s my summer face 😍☀️🍉

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I came back from Turkey two days ago.
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I had a beautiful time in Istanbul and Bodrum seeing friends, spending time with family, eating incredible food, being in the sun, playing lots of backgammon and pretty much doing nothing ✨
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Now I’m slowly transitioning from chill summer mode to internal letting go autumn mode 🍂
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I can feel I’m letting go of so much.
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I’m letting go of who I think I am.
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I’m giving love and care for parts of me who doesn’t feel seen or loved.
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I’m letting go of boxes I put myself into and really just setting myself free on another level.
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I’m also slowly becoming a nap person 😄
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I used to not get naps and think - sleep once a day and that’s it. Why sleep again?
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Now I love them 😍
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I’m letting go of the power this belief had on my reality - if I don’t work hard, it won’t happen.
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I’m seeing I’m just not interested in the hustle anymore.
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I don’t enjoy being in the martyr mode - doing it all alone and then taking pride in it. It’s not fun.
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It doesn’t give space for my true nature to flourish and come alive ✨
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I show up to do the work of course, but I know success doesn’t really come with working all the time. At least for me.
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I’m seeing how I can create equal amount of end results by going slower and taking time out to rest and be.
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So why rush and stress myself out?
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I’m also letting go of living in a city.
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I feel complete living in London for the city which I’m super grateful for to have lived in 🙏🏼
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I can’t wait to start packing and move into countryside in two weeks 🌳
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And I’m excited for this new chapter 😍
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Love you 💛
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