❤️ I LOVE LONDON AND HERE’S WHY ❤️

I felt very lonely when I first moved here 4 years ago from Oxford. I didn’t know many people.

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I looked up at Meetup to see if there were contemporary dance anywhere which I did in high school. I found ecstatic dancing instead. From there, I started meeting incredible people and became part of many amazing communities. I’ll write about the communities I’m part of later on this week 🤗

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I had a moment today going down the escalators on tube, looking at my life feeling so grateful. I went to a women’s networking event this morning in Central London. Then I was on my way to give a breathwork class in West London. Later on today, I’m giving a 1-1 breathwork, then a 1-1 coaching session. These past 2 weeks, people got in touch with me saying they want to do coaching with me again.

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So I’m standing there, my eyes closed, listening to music that says “I’m going to river to pray”, going down the escalators, my eyes are closed and I’m welling up, feeling so thankful and grateful.

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I’m sharing this, because I get stressed out often, I doubt myself, I feel like I don’t have what it takes, I feel too young, I am not “qualified” in many of the things I do, I feel I’m not powerful, I feel not good enough and sometimes I feel like a little girl very scared to share her heart with the world yet that is the thing I want the most.

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As I write this, welling up turns into a full on crying on tube 😄

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In the last 3 years, I created and ended a beautiful, deep relationship, I started and built my business of empowering people to live their truth, I started sharing openly and vulnerably, I created beautiful relationships with my mum and dad before he passed away last year. I softened, I allowed pain to move through me. I was a girl 3 years ago and during those years of letting go, showing up, dying over and over again, who I am today, came alive. I became the woman I am today.

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Back to London 😄

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I love London, because I become who I am today, in this city. You can find everything here. Yes it’s very fast, it can be dense. Because there is a lot here. If you’re grounded and know what you want, London is your best friend. It will show you where you’re at. 

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If you feel depressed, you will see sadness and apathy all around you. If you feel joyful, you will see joy and smiles all around you. It can be rubbish weather yet you can feel so happy. It can be amazing weather yet you can feel miserable. 

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Tube can be a very depressed place, it can also be a very magical place. Most of my epiphanies happened here, crying, feeling, writing. This is where I felt one with everyone and everything. Not in a beautiful, sunny place allocated for spiritual awakening. This is your awakening, this is divine, where you are right now.

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I promise you if there is something you want to create, keep going. I know this is something people say a lot, but the consistent action is really what gets you there 🔥

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You don’t even have to feel confident. You just show up. I don’t feel confident and I don’t care about that. I care about serving and helping. Confidence comes with that while doing that if its needed. 

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I love you so much and I care for you. I want you to stop blaming the outside circumstances and start taking action in the direction of what your heart wants, what you desire the most. It’s often what you’re scared of the most. It’s often the most rewarding one when you do it too. 

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You will never have the right conditions but in the doing what you love, your outside conditions will adjust and start changing. 

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So dive in head first in that direction, you won’t regret it 💛

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